Even though I’m new on the server and we’ve never really met, i’m sorry to hear you feel this way and of the stuff that happened to you. That shouldn’t happen. The whitelist and the mature label should be enforced to prevent stuff like that from happening.
One of the first things i noticed when joining the server was the memorial garden and i’ve always wanted the know the story behind that. Even the NOTION of grieving a place like that, even when i don’t know the story, is sickening to me.
What I’m trying to say is that even though I never got the meet up, I’ve seen how much time and work you put into spawn/the server and i appreciate it and respect you for that and I am sorry to hear that you are leaving.
I wish you the best of luck (and lot’s of fun) in your further MC adventures and i hope our paths may cross in that future.